It looks like yesterday's test was wrong. False positive. Positive bummer.
That's alright, though. It just means that we have to keep trying. Who knows? I may still come up positive this month!
Here's a list of things I can still do:
Drink coffee
Drink wine
Sleep on my tummy
Smell food without wanting to puke
Ride rollercoasters
Eat soft cheese
Eat sushi
The list goes on and on!
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Monday, August 6, 2012
Hi, I'm Megan, and I'm a POAS Addict
Trying to conceive is a tricky business - or so I've heard. I've read instances of women trying for YEARS and not being able to make a baby without the help of outside forces. Studies say that there's only a 15% chance of getting pregnant each month. The odds are NOT in your favor.
When we decided that having a baby might not be the worst thing in the world, I stopped taking birth control and let nature takes it's course. Well, nature must have been on the Autobahn, because two weeks later I was pregnant! I was shocked, but excited. Now, she's a smart, bubbly two-year-old, and she's asking for a sister. And a brother. You know, like Dora.
J and I talked about it, and came to the conclusion that Little Toots would be a great big sister. This time, though, we were going to be smart. I planned and plotted, I even made a schedule for when we should *ahem* you know. This was two weeks ago.
Two weeks ago.
If you ever get bored, you should check out some message boards for women trying to conceive. They are amazing! There is this phenomenon called POAS addiction. POAS stands for Pee On A Stick. Yes, that's right. Women go nuts about testing for pregnancy. I have to admit, I'm one of them. I don't know why. I suppose it lets you feel like you're in control of your body. Plus, the sooner you know you're prego, the sooner you can start gorging on pickles and ice cream! Being an addict and enabling my addiction by stock piling pregnancy tests (purchased before we even discussed having another kid, I might add), I decided to POAS.
I'm not expert on fertility or menstrual cycles or anything, but I get the basics. Typically, women have 28 day cycles. Typically, you ovulate on cycle day 14. Typically, you can get a positive pregnancy test on cycle day 24. Typically.
I'm on cycle day 13. Biologically speaking there is no way I could be pregnant right now. And yet, what do I see?
Two little pink lines staring at me.
Is it a fluke? A false positive? Only time, copious amounts of urine, and a new pregnancy test will tell!
I took pictures of my pee stick ( gross, I know, but don't judge!) and I submitted them to these "test tweakers". Basically, they photoshop your pregnancy test to see if they can determine if there really is a positive line. These women are wonderful - and awful. They give hope, crush dreams, and will even decorate a picture for you if it is in fact positive.
Here are the results:
I'm buying more tests after work. It's gonna be a pee party!
When we decided that having a baby might not be the worst thing in the world, I stopped taking birth control and let nature takes it's course. Well, nature must have been on the Autobahn, because two weeks later I was pregnant! I was shocked, but excited. Now, she's a smart, bubbly two-year-old, and she's asking for a sister. And a brother. You know, like Dora.
J and I talked about it, and came to the conclusion that Little Toots would be a great big sister. This time, though, we were going to be smart. I planned and plotted, I even made a schedule for when we should *ahem* you know. This was two weeks ago.
Two weeks ago.
If you ever get bored, you should check out some message boards for women trying to conceive. They are amazing! There is this phenomenon called POAS addiction. POAS stands for Pee On A Stick. Yes, that's right. Women go nuts about testing for pregnancy. I have to admit, I'm one of them. I don't know why. I suppose it lets you feel like you're in control of your body. Plus, the sooner you know you're prego, the sooner you can start gorging on pickles and ice cream! Being an addict and enabling my addiction by stock piling pregnancy tests (purchased before we even discussed having another kid, I might add), I decided to POAS.
I'm not expert on fertility or menstrual cycles or anything, but I get the basics. Typically, women have 28 day cycles. Typically, you ovulate on cycle day 14. Typically, you can get a positive pregnancy test on cycle day 24. Typically.
I'm on cycle day 13. Biologically speaking there is no way I could be pregnant right now. And yet, what do I see?
Two little pink lines staring at me.
Is it a fluke? A false positive? Only time, copious amounts of urine, and a new pregnancy test will tell!
I took pictures of my pee stick ( gross, I know, but don't judge!) and I submitted them to these "test tweakers". Basically, they photoshop your pregnancy test to see if they can determine if there really is a positive line. These women are wonderful - and awful. They give hope, crush dreams, and will even decorate a picture for you if it is in fact positive.
Here are the results:
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Check that off my bucket list!
It's still unbelievable. I really did it! I ran a half marathon!! That's 13.1 miles! To be fair, I didn't run the whole thing - I didn't even try to. My training had been sporadic, so I knew that running the whole thing would be impossible. My game plan was run for 3 minutes, walk for 2. And if that failed, just keep putting one foot in front of the other until I crossed that finish line. Quitting was NOT an option!
I was so nervous at the beginning of the race. I mean, there were all these super-fit, athletic people doing these impressive looking stretches, talking about "fueling" and wearing these water bottle belts. I felt so out of my league! Then, the announcer told all racers to start lining up. Oh my God Ohmygod ohmygod, am I really doing this?!
The music was pumping, and people were cheering. It was pretty exhilarating. The countdown began, and we were off! Well, sort of. There were so many people that it actually took a few minutes for the line to get going. I took a nice, leisurely stroll to the starting point, then I starting jogging. I had a timer app set for my intervals, and it was working nicely. The first 3 miles were around the lake, and it was beautiful. The sun wasn't too hot yet, and there was plenty of shade. It seemed to fly by! In between mile 3 and 4, I ran by the shop that J used to work in, and he was standing out there with Little Toots. Seeing them was just the pick-me-up I needed. I gave Tooties a kiss, and asked what time it was, but J didn't know. I kept running.
At mile 5, I just had to see what time it was. I was thinking it would be like 9:30 because I'm so slow...but it was only 8:48! I ran 5 miles in 48 minutes!! I was super thrilled. Unfortunately, checking the time messed up my interval app, and it started randomly beeping. I completely lost track of if I should be walking or running. At mile 7, I gave in and started walking. I met a young girl whose mother and sister had left her in the dust, so we walked together. At mile 10, I was hurting. My hips were screaming, and my lower back hurt. It was weird - I thought for sure that my feet and calves would cramp, but instead it was my abs and lower back. Now I know what I need to work on!
The last 1.1 mile of the race seemed like it was completely uphill, but I saw J and Tooties again! I made it to the last leg, and I ran across the finish line! It took me 3 hours, 20 minutes and 57 seconds, but I didn't even come in last! Over 100 people finished after me *brushes off shoulder*
Two days later, I'm still sore, but I feel like an Amazon! I'm so proud of myself, and Tooties told me that she wants to run fast like mommy. That makes the blisters and the fatigue worth it!
And crazy me, I think I'm signing up for another 13.1 in October!
I was so nervous at the beginning of the race. I mean, there were all these super-fit, athletic people doing these impressive looking stretches, talking about "fueling" and wearing these water bottle belts. I felt so out of my league! Then, the announcer told all racers to start lining up. Oh my God Ohmygod ohmygod, am I really doing this?!
The music was pumping, and people were cheering. It was pretty exhilarating. The countdown began, and we were off! Well, sort of. There were so many people that it actually took a few minutes for the line to get going. I took a nice, leisurely stroll to the starting point, then I starting jogging. I had a timer app set for my intervals, and it was working nicely. The first 3 miles were around the lake, and it was beautiful. The sun wasn't too hot yet, and there was plenty of shade. It seemed to fly by! In between mile 3 and 4, I ran by the shop that J used to work in, and he was standing out there with Little Toots. Seeing them was just the pick-me-up I needed. I gave Tooties a kiss, and asked what time it was, but J didn't know. I kept running.
At mile 5, I just had to see what time it was. I was thinking it would be like 9:30 because I'm so slow...but it was only 8:48! I ran 5 miles in 48 minutes!! I was super thrilled. Unfortunately, checking the time messed up my interval app, and it started randomly beeping. I completely lost track of if I should be walking or running. At mile 7, I gave in and started walking. I met a young girl whose mother and sister had left her in the dust, so we walked together. At mile 10, I was hurting. My hips were screaming, and my lower back hurt. It was weird - I thought for sure that my feet and calves would cramp, but instead it was my abs and lower back. Now I know what I need to work on!
The last 1.1 mile of the race seemed like it was completely uphill, but I saw J and Tooties again! I made it to the last leg, and I ran across the finish line! It took me 3 hours, 20 minutes and 57 seconds, but I didn't even come in last! Over 100 people finished after me *brushes off shoulder*
Two days later, I'm still sore, but I feel like an Amazon! I'm so proud of myself, and Tooties told me that she wants to run fast like mommy. That makes the blisters and the fatigue worth it!
And crazy me, I think I'm signing up for another 13.1 in October!
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
National Running Day
I'm not running for glory, or to win. I'm running to show my daughter that she can do anything she wants to do. I could tell her that she's strong and beautiful and capable, but how will she ever believe it unless she can actually witness someone (like me) BEING strong and beautiful and capable. I didn't have anyone like that in my life, and I spent much of my youth thinking that OTHER PEOPLE could run 13.1 miles, or write a book, or climb Mt. Everest, but not me. I was plain. I was boring. I was average. Until one day I decided that I don't want to be plain and average, I want to be remarkable. So, even if it means coming in DEAD LAST, I will finish my 13.1 miles to show my daughter that she can do whatever she decides is worth doing.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Lessons from my Father
I am six years old, and I really, really have to pee. I have just been playing with my sister and our dad, building a rad blanket fort out of a My Little Pony sleeping bag and the orange and blue Playskool slide, the kind that makes your hair stand on end with static electricity if you are in a 5 foot radius. Holding my legs together, I run up the stairs to the bathroom. The toilet is wedged in a little corner, right next to the bathtub. I can easily see the shower curtain in the mirror over the sink. I wriggle out of my pants and sit down, when all of a sudden... "ROAR!" My dad flings open the shower curtain, jumps out the bathroom, and quite literally scares the piss out of me.
It's not the first time, nor will it be the last. At least he wasn't wearing the green Halloween mask.
This is the most important lesson I learned from my father: Expect the unexpected. Monsters jump out the shadows, and you have to be prepared. Some may argue that he made me a paranoid person, but I choose to use the word 'cautious'. I check behind the shower curtain before dropping trou, peek into the backseat of my car before I unlock the door, and I prefer to sit facing a door at a restaurant. Nothing can surprise you if you're looking for it.
It's not the first time, nor will it be the last. At least he wasn't wearing the green Halloween mask.
This is the most important lesson I learned from my father: Expect the unexpected. Monsters jump out the shadows, and you have to be prepared. Some may argue that he made me a paranoid person, but I choose to use the word 'cautious'. I check behind the shower curtain before dropping trou, peek into the backseat of my car before I unlock the door, and I prefer to sit facing a door at a restaurant. Nothing can surprise you if you're looking for it.
Was this my dad’s
intention? To make me a cautious
person? To keep me out of danger? No, probably not. I think he really just liked to scare the
pants off me and my little sister. But,
now that I look for that “ROAR” to come at me, out of nowhere, I can forgive
the emotional scarring and night terrors because I know I’m a safer
person. I’ve never been mugged, attacked,
or even in a bad car accident, and I really do think it’s because I’m
constantly on the look-out for danger.
Don’t think I’m an
overcautious recluse, though. I take
chances, and have adventures. I’m no
Evil Kenevil , but I don’t let fear stop me from doing something I really want
to do. I’ve been rock climbing, eaten
sushi, and have sung in front of one thousand people. I was nervous, but I did it. Those are the kind of risks people should
take in their life. Walking down a dark alley
wearing your best jewelry? Not so much.
Thanks to my dad’s
sadistic sense of humor, I learned a very important lesson: Expect the
unexpected…and always check behind the shower curtain.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Home is where your heart is...
After living in crappy apartments, I decided that enough was enough. The first house we looked at was still available, and after some negotiating, we decided to take it!
It's absolutely perfect for us - three bedrooms, a large kitchen, office, dining room, living room and a HUGE yard. We're so happy!
I will post pictures when we're more unpacked. We've been there for a month, and things are still not quite finished - hanging pictures and finding a home for all of our books. Little Toots love it, and still calls it "new house". I hope we can buy it in the future.
Sorry this is such a short post! I felt like I needed to end the story of finding a place to live, but I don't have time to write it creatively.
On a side note, tomorrow starts Camp Nanowrimo! It's another chance to write 50,000 words in one month. Go to campnanowrimo.org to sign up!
Good luck!
It's absolutely perfect for us - three bedrooms, a large kitchen, office, dining room, living room and a HUGE yard. We're so happy!
I will post pictures when we're more unpacked. We've been there for a month, and things are still not quite finished - hanging pictures and finding a home for all of our books. Little Toots love it, and still calls it "new house". I hope we can buy it in the future.
Sorry this is such a short post! I felt like I needed to end the story of finding a place to live, but I don't have time to write it creatively.
On a side note, tomorrow starts Camp Nanowrimo! It's another chance to write 50,000 words in one month. Go to campnanowrimo.org to sign up!
Good luck!
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Apartment #2 - The Saga Continues
After our terrible first experience in our brand new city, I was a little wary of our new apartment. J found it in a day, literally, and I relinquished all power. I vaguely knew where it was, but that was about it. Three bedrooms, two toilets, animals permitted? Fine by me. I still had the worst stomach flu of my life, so I stayed at my in-laws while my dad, my dad-in-law, and J moved our belongings from Douche-Bag Dave's freezing house to our new place. I showed up sometime Saturday afternoon, still queasy, but excited to be reunited with my stuff!
The place itself wasn't bad - it was big, it came with a washer and a drier, there were built-in bookshelves and hardwood floors. It wasn't ideal, but hey, at least there was heat, amiright?? How naive we were!
That night, our downstairs neighbor came home rather late, and blared her TV. It woke me up, and kind of scared me because I was dead asleep and all of a sudden I heard these very loud, very masculine voices! It sounded like it was in my bedroom! After I realized what it was, I was less scared but more annoyed. I let it pass, and somehow I fell asleep again.
The next night, the same neighbor came home drunk off her ass, with friends, and woke us up - AGAIN. This time J went over to ask her to kindly shut the f up. From what he told me, she looked at him like he was from another planet because she was so drunk she couldn't understand him. Ugh. So, we dragged our mattress in to the spare room (which was supposed to be Toots play room). At that moment, we realized we couldn't live there.
I forgot to mention, this loud, drunk neighbor wasn't some college kid. Oh no. She was at least 60 years old, and out of work on "disability" for her "hurt back". Riiiiight. And every single night, she would come home and wake up me. Weekends were the worst, especially when SU was playing because her son-in-law would scream at the TV (because that will TOTALLY help them win!)
Enough was enough. We needed to find a home...
TO BE CONTINUED
Monday, April 16, 2012
I've moved (hence the hiatus!)
Remember when I posted about being broke? Well, I'm still broke - but I have a new job, so hopefully I'm putting those broke-as-a-joke days behind me! I'd like to apologize for my lack of writing - things have been a little crazy for me! I guess I should start at the beginning...
J and I have been trying to find a good, steady job for what seems an eternity. I finally got a job offer, and we jumped at it! But, it meant moving 4 hours downstate, so I was a little nervous. We had a really hard time finding a place to rent - Craigslist was just downright sad. I just assumed that living in a city would mean that we would have a slew of places to choose from. Apparently, not so. We finally heard of a house for rent in the village where I would be working - about twenty minutes from civilization. The place was gorgeous, but expensive, and at the last minute I got cold feet. I mean, what if the baby got sick and we had to go to the hospital? Plus, the nearest grocery store was 10 minutes away! There was another house in the city that fit our criteria, and my in-laws went and checked it out for us. I figured if my stepmother-in-law would live there, then I would live there. We agreed to rent it sight unseen.
Big. Effing. Mistake.
We were supposed to move in on a Friday, but I drove down with Miss Toots on Thursday, to meet the new babysitter, and to see our new house in person. It's February, and it's cold, but Toots and I get out of the car to wait for the landlord. It was a long drive and we're cramped and cranky. We walk around a bit, peek in the windows, and wait. And wait. And wait. Finally, I try to door. Front door locked - back door open! Huh, that's weird, but what the hell. I walk in and give myself a tour. It's freezing, but no one has been in it. It'll be an okay place to live. We leave.
I forgot to mention that my mom and dad were driving up to our old place to help J pack up and move. Friday, everyone shows up at the new place to move in. Everyone, that is, except for the landlord. After calling him about 30,000 times, he finally calls back to tell us to just go ahead and unload. However, the heat wasn't working. The landlord, let's call him Douche-bag Dave, said that his heating guy was coming to take care of it. At this point, we had been there for a few hours, Little Toots was freezing, and my nose was numb. I had an enlightening conversation with the neighbors, who told me that Douche-bag Dave had just gotten out of jail, and that the house had been condemned! AWESOME
My father-in-law went to check out the heat situation, and the boiler had been vandalized. It wasn't just broken - it was destroyed! We gave up waiting for the heat guy, and went back to my in-laws.
End of day one.
The next day, J and his dad went back to the house to wait for the heat guy and the landlord. To make a long story a little less long, the heating guy said that there was no way he was going to be able to fix the heater so that we could move in. Meanwhile, Douche-bag Dave keeps lying to us and demanding money from us. Um....no.
Day three - Toots get the stomach flu. We decide that we have to find another place to live.
Day four - My first day of work! J finds us a new apartment, but we can't move in until the weekend. He has to go back to work, and I'm stuck at my in-laws with the baby.
Mid-week: Father-in-law gets the stomach flu.
Friday: I get the stomach flu.
And this concludes week #1 of our moving tale.
J and I have been trying to find a good, steady job for what seems an eternity. I finally got a job offer, and we jumped at it! But, it meant moving 4 hours downstate, so I was a little nervous. We had a really hard time finding a place to rent - Craigslist was just downright sad. I just assumed that living in a city would mean that we would have a slew of places to choose from. Apparently, not so. We finally heard of a house for rent in the village where I would be working - about twenty minutes from civilization. The place was gorgeous, but expensive, and at the last minute I got cold feet. I mean, what if the baby got sick and we had to go to the hospital? Plus, the nearest grocery store was 10 minutes away! There was another house in the city that fit our criteria, and my in-laws went and checked it out for us. I figured if my stepmother-in-law would live there, then I would live there. We agreed to rent it sight unseen.
Big. Effing. Mistake.
We were supposed to move in on a Friday, but I drove down with Miss Toots on Thursday, to meet the new babysitter, and to see our new house in person. It's February, and it's cold, but Toots and I get out of the car to wait for the landlord. It was a long drive and we're cramped and cranky. We walk around a bit, peek in the windows, and wait. And wait. And wait. Finally, I try to door. Front door locked - back door open! Huh, that's weird, but what the hell. I walk in and give myself a tour. It's freezing, but no one has been in it. It'll be an okay place to live. We leave.
I forgot to mention that my mom and dad were driving up to our old place to help J pack up and move. Friday, everyone shows up at the new place to move in. Everyone, that is, except for the landlord. After calling him about 30,000 times, he finally calls back to tell us to just go ahead and unload. However, the heat wasn't working. The landlord, let's call him Douche-bag Dave, said that his heating guy was coming to take care of it. At this point, we had been there for a few hours, Little Toots was freezing, and my nose was numb. I had an enlightening conversation with the neighbors, who told me that Douche-bag Dave had just gotten out of jail, and that the house had been condemned! AWESOME
My father-in-law went to check out the heat situation, and the boiler had been vandalized. It wasn't just broken - it was destroyed! We gave up waiting for the heat guy, and went back to my in-laws.
End of day one.
The next day, J and his dad went back to the house to wait for the heat guy and the landlord. To make a long story a little less long, the heating guy said that there was no way he was going to be able to fix the heater so that we could move in. Meanwhile, Douche-bag Dave keeps lying to us and demanding money from us. Um....no.
Day three - Toots get the stomach flu. We decide that we have to find another place to live.
Day four - My first day of work! J finds us a new apartment, but we can't move in until the weekend. He has to go back to work, and I'm stuck at my in-laws with the baby.
Mid-week: Father-in-law gets the stomach flu.
Friday: I get the stomach flu.
And this concludes week #1 of our moving tale.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
Writing writing writing
I stumbled upon a new blog, YA Highway! I'm sort of in love with it. I've been working on a YA novel ever since NaNoWriMo. You can read my intro here.
I'm stoked to keep revising my novel. I feel like it has potential. The characters are becoming more defined, with personalities and mannerisms. The plot continues to develop and at times it surprises me.
Well, that's all I can write today. It's finals week, and I am booked solid!
I'm stoked to keep revising my novel. I feel like it has potential. The characters are becoming more defined, with personalities and mannerisms. The plot continues to develop and at times it surprises me.
Well, that's all I can write today. It's finals week, and I am booked solid!
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Bordeom Busters!
It's the week before finals
and all through the office
not a student was stirring
not even a novice
Their backpacks were thrown
on the floor without care
in hope that their teachers
would not find them there...
Ok, that's truly terrible, but I'm incredibly bored! Kids are all working on projects or papers, so I've been finding other ways to pass the time. Could, blow off work with me!
Fan-flipping-tastic. These kids are super creative. They could give my class a run for their money, for sure!
This one is pretty old, but I like a good throw-back now and again!
Same house, different music, still awesome!
I hope you enjoyed my boredom busters! Now, GET BACK TO WORK!!
and all through the office
not a student was stirring
not even a novice
Their backpacks were thrown
on the floor without care
in hope that their teachers
would not find them there...
Ok, that's truly terrible, but I'm incredibly bored! Kids are all working on projects or papers, so I've been finding other ways to pass the time. Could, blow off work with me!
Fan-flipping-tastic. These kids are super creative. They could give my class a run for their money, for sure!
This one is pretty old, but I like a good throw-back now and again!
Same house, different music, still awesome!
I hope you enjoyed my boredom busters! Now, GET BACK TO WORK!!
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
10 on Tuesday
Happy Tuesday! For today's 10 on Tuesday, here are 10 awesome ways to use pallets to decorate your home!
10.Rolling Outdoor Table as seen on joy ever after
This cute little table, made of two pallets and some basic wheels, can add a little flair to your patio!
9. Rustic Table as seen on Sew Homegrown
Again, just two pallets, and wham-boom! A table! Plus there is some additional storage for magazines or books.
8. Pallet Desk as seen on IKEA Hackers
Pallet + Legs = practical desk with built in storage!
7. Pallet Pet Bed as seen on Etsy:
Of course, you'll make it and then your cat won't sleep in it...
6. Shoe Storage Rack
Admittedly, not the prettiest of pallets, but slap a little paint on there and wham-o, a shoe rack fit for a queen...or shoes. Whatever.
5. Photo Shelf as seen on AmandaCarver Designs
For a cute way to display photographs, this shelf adds a touch of rustic beauty to your home.
4. Pallet Sofa as seen Cuarto derecha
This one uses 6 pallets, topped by a simple foam cushion. Add some color with pillows or cute slip covers!
3. Coat Rack as seen on Shelterness
I love this! It couldn't be simpler. We have a coat overflow problem at my house, and I will definitely be doing this project soon!
2. Pallet Christmas Tree
Pure cuteness! This would be a perfect gift for the folk art lover in your family!
1. Pallet Coffee Table as seen on Espritcabane
Love, love, love! From the colors to the little drawers, I am in LOVE with this table! This is going to be my NEXT next project. It just looks so homey, and so pretty!
That's it for this week's 10 on Tuesday! Have some pallet love? Leave me a message, and be sure to follow my blog!
10.Rolling Outdoor Table as seen on joy ever after
9. Rustic Table as seen on Sew Homegrown
8. Pallet Desk as seen on IKEA Hackers
7. Pallet Pet Bed as seen on Etsy:
6. Shoe Storage Rack
Admittedly, not the prettiest of pallets, but slap a little paint on there and wham-o, a shoe rack fit for a queen...or shoes. Whatever.
5. Photo Shelf as seen on AmandaCarver Designs
4. Pallet Sofa as seen Cuarto derecha
3. Coat Rack as seen on Shelterness
2. Pallet Christmas Tree
Pure cuteness! This would be a perfect gift for the folk art lover in your family!
1. Pallet Coffee Table as seen on Espritcabane
That's it for this week's 10 on Tuesday! Have some pallet love? Leave me a message, and be sure to follow my blog!
Monday, December 5, 2011
Momma Monday
I also have the ability to annoy the utter crap out of her. Like, seriously. She's not even two yet, and I already get the eye rolls, the sighs, and the "Stop Mom!"s. I expected this to happen at some point, but I was looking toward the teenaged years, not the toddler years!
Anyway, I've decided to share some Little Toots highlights in honor of Momma Monday!
See how much I annoy her?
Mmmm, pizza!
My all-time favorite!
Enjoy!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
The Bentley Saga - Homeless dog becomes local cause- UPDATE
12/2/2011 An update on Bentley: He's been adopted!! A Lake Placid man has welcomed Bentley into his family. Hooray for happy endings!! There are still so many animals in need of loving homes. Please visit your local shelter and adopt a companion animal!!
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Homeless dog becomes local cause
A few weeks ago, my husband got a mass email from one of his colleagues, asking if anyone would be willing to adopt Bentley, a 10-month old Boxer/St. Bernard mix. There was really no response, so another email circulated. And another. Then there were rumors that Bentley was in danger of being put down, since he had been at the shelter for two months.
I had my husband forward me the email so that I could send it around to the folks I work with. I know we have quite a few animal lovers on campus. I also told my husband that if Bentley was in danger of being put down, then we had to go get him. I'll be honest, we have a teeny tiny little house, jammed packed with two cats and a Great Dane/Husky mix, not to mention a toddler (although I did just mention her, huh?) But who could resist this face?
I had a number of people call me about Bentley, and I directed them to the SPCA Shelter where he is being held. Apparently Bentley wasn't in immediate danger of being put to sleep, so interest once again began to dwindle. He is still at the shelter, waiting for his forever home.
This is the part where I urge you to go to a shelter to adopt a pet. Please don't buy "designer" dogs. Please don't purchase a puppy from a puppy mill! There are many sweet and loving animals in your local shelter, just waiting to be loved! We adopted Frankie from a not-for-profit shelter called Precious Pups. They didn't charge us a penny (although we donated money to cover the cost of shots), and we got an awesome companion.
If you are looking to add a pet to your family, PLEASE go to a local shelter! If you can't own a pet, volunteer your time! You won't regret it, and you'll earn major karmic points (plus a spot in my heart).
If you live in the Northern New York area, stop in to visit Bentley at the Ogdensburg SPCA. He's a sweet dog!
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Homeless dog becomes local cause
A few weeks ago, my husband got a mass email from one of his colleagues, asking if anyone would be willing to adopt Bentley, a 10-month old Boxer/St. Bernard mix. There was really no response, so another email circulated. And another. Then there were rumors that Bentley was in danger of being put down, since he had been at the shelter for two months.
I had my husband forward me the email so that I could send it around to the folks I work with. I know we have quite a few animal lovers on campus. I also told my husband that if Bentley was in danger of being put down, then we had to go get him. I'll be honest, we have a teeny tiny little house, jammed packed with two cats and a Great Dane/Husky mix, not to mention a toddler (although I did just mention her, huh?) But who could resist this face?
I had a number of people call me about Bentley, and I directed them to the SPCA Shelter where he is being held. Apparently Bentley wasn't in immediate danger of being put to sleep, so interest once again began to dwindle. He is still at the shelter, waiting for his forever home.
This is the part where I urge you to go to a shelter to adopt a pet. Please don't buy "designer" dogs. Please don't purchase a puppy from a puppy mill! There are many sweet and loving animals in your local shelter, just waiting to be loved! We adopted Frankie from a not-for-profit shelter called Precious Pups. They didn't charge us a penny (although we donated money to cover the cost of shots), and we got an awesome companion.
If you are looking to add a pet to your family, PLEASE go to a local shelter! If you can't own a pet, volunteer your time! You won't regret it, and you'll earn major karmic points (plus a spot in my heart).
If you live in the Northern New York area, stop in to visit Bentley at the Ogdensburg SPCA. He's a sweet dog!
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
2011 Nanowrimo Winner!!
I did it! I finally did it! On the fourth attempt at writing a novel in a month, I crushed it! Killed it! Mutilated it! All in all, I did nasty, nasty things to that goal. It was touch-and-go for a while there. Looking at my stats, there was a week of plateau, where I didn't write at all. What was I doing? Who knows. I lost focus, I slacked off. I let myself down a little bit. Then, I had a week off for Thanksgiving break (the beauty of working in higher education). Little Toots was still going to daycare, because why pay for it if we're not going to use it? So, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday I dedicated to writing. That really helped me get my word count back on track.
I'll be honest. Some of my novel is complete and utter trash. I know I have the ability to write well, so I'm very aware of when I'm not writing well. So what? 30 days is too short a time to become precious about my story. Some of my characters were flat, some were overblown. The plot inched along at a snail's pace, and sometimes it raced off life Prefontaine.
There are scenes I'm really proud of, like my opening. There are scenes that were wonderful in my head, but didn't quite translate to the page. One in particular was the climax (I know, right?! The freakin' CLIMAX sucked!) My main character had been buried alive. I was imagining something super suspenseful. Would she make it out alive? What's going to happen? AHHH! But, it fell flat. At one point, I was like "I should just let her die, she's driving me NUTS!" She lived. Just barely.
The characters took on personalities all their own, and they led me to some interesting places. Who knew that they would want to go mining for Herkimer diamonds? Not me!
I just feel very excited, and very relieved. As soon as I crossed that 50,000 word mark, it was like a weight lifted off of my chest. I know the novel isn't finished, but I met my goal. It's given me another example of how much I can accomplish if I set my mind to it. There is so much negativity in the world, and I feel the need to combat it at every turn. Don't think I can write a novel? Watch this! BOOM, novel. I can't run 13.1 miles? Freakin' WATCH ME!
I urge anyone that enjoys writing even a little bit to sign up for Nanowrimo next year. It's one of the most exhilarating and rewarding experiences of my life.
I'll be honest. Some of my novel is complete and utter trash. I know I have the ability to write well, so I'm very aware of when I'm not writing well. So what? 30 days is too short a time to become precious about my story. Some of my characters were flat, some were overblown. The plot inched along at a snail's pace, and sometimes it raced off life Prefontaine.
There are scenes I'm really proud of, like my opening. There are scenes that were wonderful in my head, but didn't quite translate to the page. One in particular was the climax (I know, right?! The freakin' CLIMAX sucked!) My main character had been buried alive. I was imagining something super suspenseful. Would she make it out alive? What's going to happen? AHHH! But, it fell flat. At one point, I was like "I should just let her die, she's driving me NUTS!" She lived. Just barely.
The characters took on personalities all their own, and they led me to some interesting places. Who knew that they would want to go mining for Herkimer diamonds? Not me!
I just feel very excited, and very relieved. As soon as I crossed that 50,000 word mark, it was like a weight lifted off of my chest. I know the novel isn't finished, but I met my goal. It's given me another example of how much I can accomplish if I set my mind to it. There is so much negativity in the world, and I feel the need to combat it at every turn. Don't think I can write a novel? Watch this! BOOM, novel. I can't run 13.1 miles? Freakin' WATCH ME!
I urge anyone that enjoys writing even a little bit to sign up for Nanowrimo next year. It's one of the most exhilarating and rewarding experiences of my life.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
NaNoWriMo week #1
Hello, friends! Yesterday marked the end of week #1 of NaNoWriMo. I've passed the 10,000 word mark, and I'm excited about my work so far. Well, I'm excited about someof my work! Since I don't have time to write a witty and amazing blog entry, I'll just leave you with an excerpt from my 2011 Nano project, Golden Iris.
Something was coming. The villagers knew it, and were preparing. Women gathered their children, ushering them in to the shelter of the long house. The men, back from hunting, cleaned their weapons. There was enough meat to supply the village for the foreseeable future. It was a bright and beautiful day. The cerulean sky was decorated by cottony clouds. It seems impossible that today would bring such change, but the girl was never wrong. So, the people prepared.
The men building the fire nodded at one another, and beckoned to the women and girls that were adorned with tribal paint. These women, the unmarried, always danced around the sacred fire in times of celebration, or times of war. The paint, a strong black line down the nose, and parallel blue lines down the forehead, over the eyes, and down the cheeks, was a symbol to the gods that they were virgins, and therefore worthy vessels.
The drumming began slowly at first, but increased in steady rhythm as the women raised their arms. Children peeked out of doorways, not wanting to miss this unique celebration. The men began a chant, a low guttural sound, like boars foraging in the woods. Arms in the air, the women began to circle, their feet moving to the beat of the drums. The children were frightened, for this didn’t seem like a celebration any longer. The circle danced faster and faster, while the drum echoed the beating of a few dozen hearts. The rhythm broke, and the dancers spun, almost out of control. Chanting was now a low moaning, no longer a foraging boar, but a wounded animal.
The bright sky was darkening, as if it were night. The sun, snuffed out like a candle, could no longer be seen. The children cried out for their mothers, certain that there would never be daylight again. The mothers, usually a reassuring presence, looked for their husbands, just as frightened as the children. They had never seen the sun disappear. All of their preparation was a waste. It wasn’t a great coming; it was the end of the world!
The men, silenced by the darkness, grabbed their weapons and readied themselves to fight for their women and children. Wailing babies and sniveling children were the new chant, the scurrying and shuffling the new dance. Most of the villagers were poised ready to flee at the command of the elders. Flying away from a battle was not the way of these people, but this was much different than a war raid. The only way to preserve themselves might be to act as cowards and hide.
Beyond the village, the girl who had foreseen the darkness closed her eyes. She could not see beyond it, and this worried her. Her brother, who had decided to stay with her instead of joining the hunters in the village, looked at her expectantly. She opened her eyes and shook her head. He sighed, and picked up a stick, poking the ground. The girl smiled briefly; this was his nervous habit. Their father acted the same way when he was nervous but didn’t want them to know. However, the girl always knew. She had been given the name She That Sees Twice, for she saw not just the outside, but the beyond. Her brother, Stone Mover, had teased her that she saw twice because of the two colors in her eyes. Her eyes were blue, except for a golden ring around her pupil. When they caught the light just right, her eyes seemed to be in flames.
But, the sun blotted from the sky, her two-toned eyes were rich and coppery. Stone Mover placed a strong hand on her shoulder and steered her into their shared dwelling. He decided to go to the village to see if the elders knew what to do. She That Sees Twice sat on the floor, trying to vain to see what was coming. It was like there was nothing after the day, that the world would just cease to exist. Her lack of vision became overwhelming, and she put her head down. Perhaps Stone Mover would come back with good news. She rested.
Stone Mover approached the village at a run. His long, strong legs pushed him closer and closer to the village. A large man, called Thighs like Trees, stepped out in front of him, brandishing a spear. Stone Mover quickly stepped back and showed the man that he was unarmed. Thighs like Trees gave him a suspicious glace, but let him pass. Stone Mover approached the fire, still blazing in the center of the village. The elders were gathered there, unsure of what to do. The babies and children had ceased their wailing. The women held them close, ready to sacrifice themselves for their children. One of the elders asked Stone Mover if She That Sees Twice had had a vision.
“My sister can see nothing beyond this darkness. She fears for us all.” His words were heavy on the ears of the villagers. She That Sees Twice had always been held at arm’s length by the people. Her visions were often frightening and worrisome. The fact that even she could not see beyond the unexpected night was unsettling. One of the women let a great sob escape her lips. As the cry rang out, the wind started blowing.
A crackle echoed through the black sky. It sounded like a great boulder had broken free of the mountain side. It sounded two more times. The villagers frantically searched for the cause of that terrible sound. Stone Mover crouched down, prepared to spring at the first hint of danger. The elders stood shoulder to shoulder, to bravely face whatever was coming.
As suddenly as it disappeared, the sun slowly came back in to existence. Stone Mover stood up, furtively looking about. The woman that had cried out was once again silent. The children looked up into the sky, blinking and rubbing their eyes. Was the danger gone? Was the sun back to stay? A young boy, about eight years old suddenly hollered. Pointing over the horizon, he shouted for everyone to look.
Three figures were making their way toward the camp. They moved slowly, with such grace as had never been seen before. They almost seemed to float above the ground. A strange glow enveloped them, and steamed away like mist as they came closer. The women saw that they were beautiful. The men immediately wanted to please them. The boy that had first spotted them ran out from his mother’s embrace and waved a welcome to the three, beckoning them to the village.
Suddenly, outside of the village, She That Sees Twice sat up in a panic.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Setting (and achieving!) Goals
A few months ago, my husband and I were talking about something when he told me that I have dreams, not goals. That irked me. A lot. So, I decided I needed a set, defined goal. That's when I started training for the Lake Placid Half Marathon. It's 13.1 miles, and I've been in training for about 7 weeks. I'm actually training by using the Couch to 10K program which you can read about here.
I don't know why it irked (what a great word!) me so much that J told me that I don't set goals. I mean, it's mostly true. I often start sentences with "When we win the lottery..." but we don't even buy lottery tickets. I really needed a solid goal to set, something tough, yet achievable. I think running half marathon meets the specifications.
However, another challenge awaits. This is another goal, tough yet achievable, sweat inducing yet fun. What is this goal, you may ask? (Or maybe not, I don't think anyone reads this blog anyway!) A 50,000 word novel in a month. It's almost time for NaNoWriMo!!
What in the name of Jane Austen is NaNoWriMo, my invisible reader may be pondering. It stands for National Novel Writing Month. The brilliant folks over at The Office of Letters and Light started this program in 1999 for everyone that's ever said "Some day, I'd like to write a book." That day is now! It isn't about quality, just QUANTITY. Just write, write, write! You "win" just by hitting that 50,000 word mark. The only prize is honor, and I think maybe a cute web badge or something. They offer pep talks throughout the month, and there are forums where you can chat, whine, rant, and celebrate with other crazy Wrimos. Because that's what we're called. And it's awesome.
This will be my fourth year participating in NaNoWriMo, and I'm hoping this is my year to "win". My first effort helped me reach about 25,000 words, and I revisited that novel last year ending with about 43,000 words. Fail and fail. Oh well, at least I tried! My second year was laughable, only about 4,000 words (in my defense, I was pregnant and I could. not. think. of. anything. else. I totally had baby brain!) I already have a title for this year's novel, The Tribunal, but I may change it. Or not. We'll see. I have a great back story, some good characters, and an awesome climax. I really feel like this novel will be my winner. It's my first foray in to the world of sci-fi/supernatural fiction, but I'm super excited about it.
I've been pushing this Nano thing on my students for years, and I finally got one to sign up! I think I may host some write-ins at the college library, to boost that word count! So, what do you say, invisible readers? Will you join in a month-long journey to 50,000?
If writing isn't your thing, you can sponsor me in this crazy endeavor! Just click the link on the upper right hand side of my blog! All donations are tax deductible, and it's for a really great not-for-profit group.
If you do sign up for NaNoWriMo, leave me a comment with your screen name! We can be writing buddies throughout the month!!
I don't know why it irked (what a great word!) me so much that J told me that I don't set goals. I mean, it's mostly true. I often start sentences with "When we win the lottery..." but we don't even buy lottery tickets. I really needed a solid goal to set, something tough, yet achievable. I think running half marathon meets the specifications.
However, another challenge awaits. This is another goal, tough yet achievable, sweat inducing yet fun. What is this goal, you may ask? (Or maybe not, I don't think anyone reads this blog anyway!) A 50,000 word novel in a month. It's almost time for NaNoWriMo!!
What in the name of Jane Austen is NaNoWriMo, my invisible reader may be pondering. It stands for National Novel Writing Month. The brilliant folks over at The Office of Letters and Light started this program in 1999 for everyone that's ever said "Some day, I'd like to write a book." That day is now! It isn't about quality, just QUANTITY. Just write, write, write! You "win" just by hitting that 50,000 word mark. The only prize is honor, and I think maybe a cute web badge or something. They offer pep talks throughout the month, and there are forums where you can chat, whine, rant, and celebrate with other crazy Wrimos. Because that's what we're called. And it's awesome.
This will be my fourth year participating in NaNoWriMo, and I'm hoping this is my year to "win". My first effort helped me reach about 25,000 words, and I revisited that novel last year ending with about 43,000 words. Fail and fail. Oh well, at least I tried! My second year was laughable, only about 4,000 words (in my defense, I was pregnant and I could. not. think. of. anything. else. I totally had baby brain!) I already have a title for this year's novel, The Tribunal, but I may change it. Or not. We'll see. I have a great back story, some good characters, and an awesome climax. I really feel like this novel will be my winner. It's my first foray in to the world of sci-fi/supernatural fiction, but I'm super excited about it.
I've been pushing this Nano thing on my students for years, and I finally got one to sign up! I think I may host some write-ins at the college library, to boost that word count! So, what do you say, invisible readers? Will you join in a month-long journey to 50,000?
If writing isn't your thing, you can sponsor me in this crazy endeavor! Just click the link on the upper right hand side of my blog! All donations are tax deductible, and it's for a really great not-for-profit group.
If you do sign up for NaNoWriMo, leave me a comment with your screen name! We can be writing buddies throughout the month!!
Friday, October 14, 2011
A Light Weekend for Travel
One of my very good friends got hitched on Sunday. J and I drove down Sunday afternoon (about 2 hours), and checked in to the Inn where the hitching was to take place. We left Little Toots with my mom and sister (a gutsy move, and I'm nothing if not daring). I didn't cry, and Little Toots was totally oblivious to the fact that we left her. My sister sent me picture periodically, so I knew everything was fine.
The wedding was small, and beautiful. The bride lucked out and got an unseasonably warm day, so she didn't freeze her cute little butt off in her gorgeous strapless dress. I couldn't actually hear the ceremony, but I assumed it went well since no one ran away, slapped anyone, or caused a scene. They kissed and had new jewelry at the end of it, so...
The reception was fun, lots of dancing (I opted out of the line dances, thankyouverymuch!) I was drinking gin and tonics like they were going out of style, while J guzzled bourbon by the gallon. Seriously, in all of our years together, I have never seen him so drunk. And he's a funny drunk! He reallyreallyreallyreally wanted to borrow a canoe and go paddling. He also reallyreallyreallyreally wanted to swim across the lake and meet the rich people whose house was all lit up. I sang a stunning rendition of the Beatles "Oh, darling", karaoke-style, and some guy fell down the stairs and possibly broke his ankle. All in all, a successful night!
The next morning, only slightly hung over, we drove back home (2 hours). When we got home, I snuggled Little Toots as much as she would allow (which isn't much). J dashed around the house and cleaned (house keeping is not one of my mother's skills), and I packed and got ready to head out again. My mom, my sister and I were heading down state because I had an interview the next day. I said bye to L. T., and she reached out and cried "Mommy! Mommy!" so I lost it, and cried and said I couldn't go. Well, mom and sis shuffled me in the car, and I was off. When we finally got to mom's house (4 hours), we ate dinner and watched TV, then went to bed.
My interview was at 2:00 the next day, but I wasn't sure how long it would take me, so I left at 11:00. It took me 2.5 hours. The drive was okay, although I got a little nervous as I entered the city. It may be a small city, but I'm coming from back woods USA, so it's a big difference! I (finally) found the Human Resources building, and I felt like I was stepping off the boat from the old country or something. The building was so bright and shiny, and new! Totally high tech. The work-study students were super polite and professional, I was very impressed. I finally get called in to meet Michelle, the HR lady (official title [no, not really]). She thanks me for coming allllllllllllllllllllllll this way, and I understand it's a temporary position, right?
Um, NO?! Seriously, what. The. Fuck.
Well, it was aaaaaaadvertised as temporary.
No, it definitely WASN'T! I soooooo don't waste my time applying for temp jobs. Are you kidding me?!
She's looking at me, and I'm looking at her, forcing a smile, and she says "Well, I guess this changes things?" No shit, Sherlock. No offense to Human Resources people out there, but you're all fucking worthless. I mean, do they teach you how to waste time in college?? I grit my teeth and say "I'm already here, so I might as well be interviewed."
The actual interview went well, and there is a chance that it could become permanent. It pays really well, so if they offer it to me, I'll take it. Either way, we have no plan after May, so we might as well have no plan down there instead of up here. At least down there, there is more opportunity. In the ADKs, jobs are pretty scarce.
After the interview, I drove back to my mom's house (2.5 hours). I slept, and drove home the next day (4 hours). If you've done the math, that's 17 hours traveling in just four days. I hope it's worth it!
The wedding was small, and beautiful. The bride lucked out and got an unseasonably warm day, so she didn't freeze her cute little butt off in her gorgeous strapless dress. I couldn't actually hear the ceremony, but I assumed it went well since no one ran away, slapped anyone, or caused a scene. They kissed and had new jewelry at the end of it, so...
The reception was fun, lots of dancing (I opted out of the line dances, thankyouverymuch!) I was drinking gin and tonics like they were going out of style, while J guzzled bourbon by the gallon. Seriously, in all of our years together, I have never seen him so drunk. And he's a funny drunk! He reallyreallyreallyreally wanted to borrow a canoe and go paddling. He also reallyreallyreallyreally wanted to swim across the lake and meet the rich people whose house was all lit up. I sang a stunning rendition of the Beatles "Oh, darling", karaoke-style, and some guy fell down the stairs and possibly broke his ankle. All in all, a successful night!
The next morning, only slightly hung over, we drove back home (2 hours). When we got home, I snuggled Little Toots as much as she would allow (which isn't much). J dashed around the house and cleaned (house keeping is not one of my mother's skills), and I packed and got ready to head out again. My mom, my sister and I were heading down state because I had an interview the next day. I said bye to L. T., and she reached out and cried "Mommy! Mommy!" so I lost it, and cried and said I couldn't go. Well, mom and sis shuffled me in the car, and I was off. When we finally got to mom's house (4 hours), we ate dinner and watched TV, then went to bed.
My interview was at 2:00 the next day, but I wasn't sure how long it would take me, so I left at 11:00. It took me 2.5 hours. The drive was okay, although I got a little nervous as I entered the city. It may be a small city, but I'm coming from back woods USA, so it's a big difference! I (finally) found the Human Resources building, and I felt like I was stepping off the boat from the old country or something. The building was so bright and shiny, and new! Totally high tech. The work-study students were super polite and professional, I was very impressed. I finally get called in to meet Michelle, the HR lady (official title [no, not really]). She thanks me for coming allllllllllllllllllllllll this way, and I understand it's a temporary position, right?
Um, NO?! Seriously, what. The. Fuck.
Well, it was aaaaaaadvertised as temporary.
No, it definitely WASN'T! I soooooo don't waste my time applying for temp jobs. Are you kidding me?!
She's looking at me, and I'm looking at her, forcing a smile, and she says "Well, I guess this changes things?" No shit, Sherlock. No offense to Human Resources people out there, but you're all fucking worthless. I mean, do they teach you how to waste time in college?? I grit my teeth and say "I'm already here, so I might as well be interviewed."
The actual interview went well, and there is a chance that it could become permanent. It pays really well, so if they offer it to me, I'll take it. Either way, we have no plan after May, so we might as well have no plan down there instead of up here. At least down there, there is more opportunity. In the ADKs, jobs are pretty scarce.
After the interview, I drove back to my mom's house (2.5 hours). I slept, and drove home the next day (4 hours). If you've done the math, that's 17 hours traveling in just four days. I hope it's worth it!
Friday, October 7, 2011
Dread, and other emotions
Why dread, you ask? Well, it's because I receive rough drafts from my students tomorrow. These are students that have no work ethic, no desire for any higher level thinking, students that would rather be baking or chopping down trees than discover anything new about themselves. The husband says I'm paying my dues, that he went through it for 10+ years, first at my college, then at the local community college. Now, he's happily teaching at a fairly prestigious college, where the students jump at the chance to do extra work. *le sigh*
Meanwhile, I'm at po-dunk junction, trying to teach 18-yea-olds how to read. The class I'm teaching is a section of first year seminar, and I called it From Zero to Hero. I decided to make the theme heroes because it's so accessible. Heroes in myth, heroes throughout history, heroes of today. I picked out two books that I think really show how one person can change the world. The first is Mountains Beyond Mountains by Tracey Kidder, and the other is Three Cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson. I specifically chose Three Cups of Tea because of the controversy surrounding it (mainly that he made most of it up, and the money is being ill-spent).
Mountains Beyond Mountains is a great book, and a fairly easy read. I'm mean, it's not Faulkner or anything. The story is really moving and it makes you think about the way 3rd world countries receive medical care, and how one person can not only change the way that diseases such as TB or AIDS is treated, but how the diseases are seen throughout the world.
I was so excited to teach this book! Until we had our first reading quiz. More than HALF of the students failed. I didn't ask hard questions. In fact, the questions I asked were so easy that you could have SKIMMED the chapters and gotten a 100. The kids start complaining that they don't know what's important, they don't understand it, blah blah blah. They just don't care. I know that most of them came from a technical school, but is that an excuse for not being able to read??
Apparently, yes. I was told that my reading schedule was "ambitious". And that these kids aren't ready for a research paper. Why the hell not?! They graduated from high school, right? They got into an expensive private college, right? THEN WHY ARE WE NOT EXPECTING THEM TO BE AT A COLLEGE LEVEL?? This is seriously bothering me. None of these kids are stupid. Well.....maybe....no. No. None of them! They are all capable of higher level thinking, and they are all capable of reading a book WRITTEN AT AN 8TH GRADE LEVEL, and they are ALL capable of writing a research paper.
Our education system is failing. These students are a product of a failing system.
So, what can we do to change this? It's not something that can be accomplished with baby steps. We need to overhaul the entire system. No Child Left Behind is leaving every child behind! If education in something you care about, do your research. Contact your local congress person and explain your concerns! It's up to us to take action!
Get angry. Get involved. Get moving!
Meanwhile, I'm at po-dunk junction, trying to teach 18-yea-olds how to read. The class I'm teaching is a section of first year seminar, and I called it From Zero to Hero. I decided to make the theme heroes because it's so accessible. Heroes in myth, heroes throughout history, heroes of today. I picked out two books that I think really show how one person can change the world. The first is Mountains Beyond Mountains by Tracey Kidder, and the other is Three Cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson. I specifically chose Three Cups of Tea because of the controversy surrounding it (mainly that he made most of it up, and the money is being ill-spent).
Mountains Beyond Mountains is a great book, and a fairly easy read. I'm mean, it's not Faulkner or anything. The story is really moving and it makes you think about the way 3rd world countries receive medical care, and how one person can not only change the way that diseases such as TB or AIDS is treated, but how the diseases are seen throughout the world.
I was so excited to teach this book! Until we had our first reading quiz. More than HALF of the students failed. I didn't ask hard questions. In fact, the questions I asked were so easy that you could have SKIMMED the chapters and gotten a 100. The kids start complaining that they don't know what's important, they don't understand it, blah blah blah. They just don't care. I know that most of them came from a technical school, but is that an excuse for not being able to read??
Apparently, yes. I was told that my reading schedule was "ambitious". And that these kids aren't ready for a research paper. Why the hell not?! They graduated from high school, right? They got into an expensive private college, right? THEN WHY ARE WE NOT EXPECTING THEM TO BE AT A COLLEGE LEVEL?? This is seriously bothering me. None of these kids are stupid. Well.....maybe....no. No. None of them! They are all capable of higher level thinking, and they are all capable of reading a book WRITTEN AT AN 8TH GRADE LEVEL, and they are ALL capable of writing a research paper.
Our education system is failing. These students are a product of a failing system.
So, what can we do to change this? It's not something that can be accomplished with baby steps. We need to overhaul the entire system. No Child Left Behind is leaving every child behind! If education in something you care about, do your research. Contact your local congress person and explain your concerns! It's up to us to take action!
Get angry. Get involved. Get moving!
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